It's been almost two months (02.05.) since I experienced the last weird thing. I was alone with my sister in the house. I heared my phone ringing so I picked it up. It was Mom calling me, she asked me to find some papers in her room, so I went there and did everything she asked me. After the phone call was finished I returned to my room. After a while I went back to Mom's room to check if I did everything well. (I always check it, for me it's necessary). I was in peace. * Suddenly I heared footsteps from the right side of the house. And I saw a tall, thin man passing by the window-door. He walked very slowly as if he had nothing to do. First I thought it's Dad. I stood up (I was sitting on the floor before) and took some steps to my parents' bed, too see 'Dad' better. After he walked out of my sight, I still heared some footseps and then suddenly stopped. I went to the garden to check him, but I didn't find anybody. When I was searching for him, I realised that he didn't look like a human! I mean yes, he had that male body, etc. but somehow he didn't look like a human who's alive. After realising this, I had an awful rush, I was shaking, I felt very bad. I just couldn't wait to see my parents again. While waiting for them, I asked my sister if she sensed something weird, but was too scared to tell her what happened. I didn't want to scare her so I said I'm just asking because I'm curious. I told about that two people, my friends who I believed won't think I'm crazy. The girl surely believed that he was a robber, she didn't want to believe in everything else, though I told her he couldn't be a robber, there was not enough time for him to escape. It's impossible. My male friend believed me. I'm very grateful for him because he listened to me and he helped me a lot. After my parents arrived, I told them about my experience. It was difficult because I felt like I'm totally crazy. They told me that it's ok. Mom can sense ghosts, she even saw one. Dad has dreams and feeling about the future. So in the family, I'm the one who can sense, see ghosts, dream and feel the future. I've taken everything from my parents, but my senses are much strong than my parents' senses. I really hate it.
Today (26.06.) when I was sleeping in my bed, I woke up because of some noise. I heared somebody's footsteps in the living room. Somebody was walking there. I checked my sister, because I guessed she's the one who still doesn't sleep. But no, she was comfortably sleeping in her bed. So I thought it must be Dad or Mom. During this time I was very nervous, but I didn't check who's in the living room. I tried to sleep. When I woke up in peace, I immediately looked at my table. Though I just wanted to look at my table, I couldn't because there was a woman there! She was staring at me and when I looked at her, after a little while she disappeared. I had chills running down my spine. I was like 'wtf just happened, she's so familiar'. I kept thinking thinking about her. I went to my parents' room, hoping they are at home. Fortunately they were at home. I wanted to tell about what happened, but I was too shy and frightened of what they may think of me, so I just asked if they were walking in the living room during the night. They said no. They told me it must be our cat. Well, I don't think so, I heared footsteps of a person, not a cat's steps. Anyway, I'll get Catey and make him do some walking in the living room just to check if I'm wrong. While thinking of this I heared some noise from the kitchen. I thought it must be my sister. I went there to greet her and there was nobody! She could not go back to her room because I could see it... So I was standing in the kitchen 'all alone' with a feeling that I'm not alone, was so confused and I got chills running down my spine again and again. I felt as it got cold, but it was 21°C! I get the feeling of cold under 16°C! I rushed back to my parents' room. Mom was reading some articles, she told me about them a little. I felt secured so I stayed there a little. Then I went back to the kitchen to make some food for myself. And after a little while, I felt that I'm not alone, that in every moment somebody can appear in the room. Before this thought I had chills running down my spine and it kept happening, it was getting cold around me. I went back to check my room, nobody was there, there was nothing which could make me see a person. As I was lying in my bed I realised I've SEEN that woman before in my DREAMS! Yes, she appeared for 2-3 times. She kept following me, appeared everywhere I went to. I told her about Mom but she said it's only dreams, nothing will happen. I had those dreams about a month ago. Now I'm totally confused and decided to start blogging of all the things I do to discover why all these things are happening to me.
*When I'm in peace it means that I'm very calm, feeling happy, feeling as everything goes perfectly and I become very opened. It's like when I'm alone and I can play the piano.
